HIDDEN PAIN...
Ever felt like you have no where to go?
Like you have nowhere to go and can't really express how you really feel
Friends, Family
Nobody
Just yourself in this dark place trying to find peace to yourself so you won't see any demons
Demons are my fears and nightmares...
still love her and respect her. I wish she didn't have to break up with me...But in the same time. I need to understand. I wish her nothing but the best for her future.We was a great couple and this was my first true loveI'm still trying to get over the heartbreak
R.I.P. Great Auntie...
I still miss you and really wanna see your smile
It always makes my day feel better
I remember when I was a kid
I never fit in because of my personality
I always come to your house and be crying because nobody really didn't like me
But you always told to be myself no matter what
Only God can judge you
I miss you already
Having these cloudy thoughts in my head is making me the man I am today. Depression and having these nightmares had to the point where in the first time of my life, I had anxiety. It was scary...just focusing the negative thoughts had me in pain. I knew that this wasn't who I was or who I become. All my fears, my worries, my regrets...led me to be this angry person...and I wasn't that person at all.
I still feel this fire burning inside me everytime I see her faceI have days where I'm angry at herwhere I'm sadOr just understand the situation I never had this problem in my life to get over someoneSeeing her dating another man is disturbing enoughAll I can do is live my life and move forward
But its hard to move forwardI mean, I'm still seeing demons inside of my headI'm walking aroundFeeling like I have a huge rock that I'm carrying around my shouldersI have to laugh to keep from crying and just maintainFind peace to myself
This world is getting sick and cruelThe young man who got shot by a killer who didn't get arrested at all for what he didreally made me mad Young black walking in a suburban neighborhoodI can relateGrowing up in Suburban part of Oakland was hard enough for me because of my skin colorHard making friends who was the same skin color as me because of where I liveI've been a loner for my entire lifeI've always been looked at and called names for no reason at all when I'm trying to be friendsI had a rough childhood but, it made me strongerFar as this Trayvon Martin caseWe need justice because this wrong in so many level that I am upsetAnd I had to draw thisMoney is the root of all evil Friends come around...swear that there were always downPolice Brutality and the OccupiersYou know, this world today is becoming toxic each single dayAnd if we people can just come together and use our headsIt will be a better place
R.I.P Trayvon Martin
This is how I feel about Justice and their non sense today
Problem with this generation...nobody is really orginal. Everybody trying to be whats on t.v. Me, I don't need to that cool to be them. I can be me
Battling these demons
Heartbreak
Anger
Deciated to the women who dealt with domestic violences
Be Yourself
