Crystalline Paralysis
2022
For that one month a lot of things have transpired, and it has been very heavy. Not to say that there wasn't good moments, but when the bad moments do happen, I tend to pull myself down ever lower. I try to adjust, be better, and be strong, but all the constant stresses of life forces me to be strong. I feel like I can't make mistakes or I can't show weakness or else I'll fail everyone and myself. Not a moment to breathe and feel what I have to feel.
But, I am still here, still alive, and still trying to hold myself together despite how I crack under pressure. But hopefully these cracks can somehow fortify in the future, and may we be strong enough until then
But, I am still here, still alive, and still trying to hold myself together despite how I crack under pressure. But hopefully these cracks can somehow fortify in the future, and may we be strong enough until then
