A manifest of the frustrations felt while being incomplete, going through daily doses of physical pain that slowly creeps into the mind and becomes torture. Obtuse bone pain that doesn't give you a break. The body, which you've regarded as a temple turns into a prison and life becomes survival. Only then do you realize how small you are and the challenge for survival becomes the only way out. If you win the battle, you become an improved version of yourself, if not, then you'll sink forever.